Tuesday, December 30, 2008

In 2009, I resolve to...

  • pick up my writing again. No more procrastination out of me (or at least considerably less procrastination). And no more utilizing lack of inspiration as an excuse to deviate from what I love and ought to be doing.
  • Commence the convocation of the new generation of Hellfish.

And, uh, that's all I've got so far. I feel like I've done really well this past year; I've tried many new things, I've dedicated myself to a good cause, I've helped and given to a lot of people and I would be very content with continuity in those aspects. Now don't think that I don't want more out of this coming year, because I do. I welcome change. And I assure you, the congenital inclination for caprice is fluttering in my organs and throbbing within my arteries. For instance, I'd like to travel, I'd like to sky-dive, I'd love to act in a small movie, but most of all, what I want the most out of the approaching year is some romance. I'm a sap. I hope something good happens soon.

Remember readers, rearrange your consistencies, constantly.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I hope you're well, not ill.

Smiley, not frowney.

Up, not down.

Clear, not cloudy.


I want to keep you safe. I want to be your shield and your umbrella and your medicine. I want you to make me necessary.

I've probably never been more in concurrence with a statement in my life:
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction." -Chuck Palahniuk